Hey yall! I'm a new guy here and just wanted to express my appreciation for something like this, it makes me feel not so alien. Anyways a little about myself. I'm a brand new 21 year old virgin (male), it's almost valentines day, I think I have a crush on a girl, and I'm goin fuckin nuts. Unfortunately I'm a drug addict/alcoholic that's new in recovery (I'll have five months on the 14th if I make it.) Why is this relevant you may ask? Well, I have to keep sobriety my number one focus for AT LEAST a full year before I dip into a relationship, and getting a girlfriend could really fuck that up, and I know it and for the most part, care. But it's just so frusterating to here all these people at AA meetings telling me this when they don't know what it's like or what I'm going through. I'm going absolutely off the walls bonker crazy over it and I'm really on the edge. I have no idea what to do and I'm scared shitless. I do talk to a lot of girls and have turned down sex a couple times, as well as had "divine intervention" in certain situations. I don't think I'm ugly and at times I can even brim with confidence but I'm absolutely out of sorts when it comes to that subject in AA and NA meetings. The thought of not even TRYING for another seven months is making me sick to my stomach. I could really use some support as well as some input here. Thank you for being here and reading this. Much love,
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